Steam of Consciousness

"Fire" I can do this, maybe I can't. "You can do this" says the back of my mind as a stand ready for the next round of shoots to go off. "Fire" says the general, so I slowly pull the trigger and then "bang", I jump since I'm not use to all of the loud noise around. I hope that my mom and dad are proud of what I'm doing for my country and for them too. "Ha" what just happened, as I look to my right I see my partner go down, now I'm scared.